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Written by Anikka Sedai



Sometimes I wish I could make others implode
With only a single thought in my head
Because then I wouldn't have to worry about them at all
And I wouldn't have to hide myself in carefully constructed masks
So they never find out that I am a person just like them.
Its better to have your heart torn out and burned
Then to never have had it wrenched in the first place
But I never wanted to find out why people cared.
Because its all a waste of time in the end
To grovel to people you can't stand to be around
Just so that you can look in a mirror at the end of the day
Without bursting into tears at the reflection.
And sometimes taking the easy way is necessary
But for that, I care not to make excuses
Not because I don't feel as though you are worth it
But because I know that you aren't worth it
And I see no reason to do so anyway
When you are the one to blame for it all.
And sometimes I wish I hadn't gotten lost
In the realities that I have made for myself.
Where there's no one to tell me when I am wrong
Even though I never am
And for that I'll make no apologies
Because I know that's what you want to hear